It was a long time ago now that you came into my life. I can still remember it so clearly. Things had become almost unbearable again. Depression and unhappiness left me with hardly any life at all.
Closer to death than to life, I cried out to you, saying: Jesus, if you really exist, then give me a sign, show me that you exist. I don't think I had even finished speaking the words before I thought to myself, 'well, if it does no good, it will do no harm'. My expectations were about as low as my spirits.
Who would have thought it? Suddenly, things really started to happen. In the days that followed, so many strange things occurred. I began to feel clearly that there was something more. How much more, I wouldn't have dared to believe in my wildest dreams. The help I received through the Holy Spirit was enormous. From that one half-hearted attempt—thinking 'if it does no good, it will do no harm'—has grown the most important and best relationship of my life.